Sunday, October 29, 2006
am i a frank person?
i think most frens will say tt i am blunt... but truth is, true on the surface but deep within me, there are many other things which mattered so much tt i dun want to be hurt.
Cynthia asked me how can she break up wif her bf? I suggested, tell him tt u nid a break, for 1 mth... then tell him aft a mth tt u nid a clean break. Easy and simple, clear cut lo... Why do i say tt? it's cos i feel tt if the 2 of u are not suitable then let it be over, why drag into something which both of u haf to hold responsibility in future if all these carries on... honestly in my opinion, i rather not start a relationship then to start and end it abruptly
Daniel is melancholic...all the dans i noe are melancholic, pang and koh alike
i find it rather unusual tt a guy 26 who feels so strongly abt his family. Makes him a gd husband one day. But i am not saying it for myself, cos honestly i dun deserve such gd guy. i m not an angel. My exp in fam tells me tt its easily to leave it aside and take it wif a pinch of salt... not telling u to not care or not show any concern but its actually better if u can move on... aft all its not easy to accept all the hard facts in life. I choose to forgive and forget.
11:20 AM
alone* in the rain;
there are so many things in life tt happened and pass over... but there are certain memories which stays in u every moment of ur life...to the extent tt u find it hard to forget abt it, and the more u think they harder u find it to not step into the whirlpool of memories
i nid to move on, really... tt is why i chose to clear up my thots, i nid some sort of motivation and new experiences which can make me temporarily or permanently put my memory in the old bank of my brain. But wat its said is not tt easy to be fulfilled. Life after all is abt experiencing the gd and bad.
He is unforgettable. so much so tt it pains me all the time when i mention him to my frens, when i recalled all the times and the things he said to me, wif so much kindness... but i noe its over, and i shd move on. HOw?! when u can nv in ur entire life meet someone who is jus as understanding, sweet and warm... how can i move on?
11:10 AM
alone* in the rain;
