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Thursday, April 27, 2006

this entry seems really backdated, but still, i wld like to share with u how it feels to teach in VS :)

Obviously, this school is the best i have been to so far, tho it isnt as happening as manjusri, but i think it's the "additional matters" that gave me a very deep impression on VS so far. It's quite sad tt i have alr completed like half of my contract, hmm, i am counting the number of days left for my existence in this school... as of today, i only haf 20 days left. So sad isnt it? And i havent got to know all my boys before my teaching ends next week when their exams start... i am sad :(

Used to think tt i wont not be so emotionally attached to my boys, but somehow as time goes by, u will feel like one of them, u will want to noe more abt their lives, u want to be part of their activities, u will start to LOVE them!

I always feel horrible when i scold my boys, like my 3I and 2J darlings, they are so sweeet, i mean, i noe some of u might be reading it now, but still dun get too bigheaded k?! I nv wanted to be mean, but i have to, cos tt's how a teacher shd behave isnt it? and i think u will appreciate a fierce teacher more than one who is v slack with u at the end of the day. Cos u want to learn tt;s why u r in VS rite?

it breaks my heart when u say tt u hate me.... sob... i really almost cried...but i wont cry in front of u...cos i promised not to cry anymore... at least for now, and DO NOT ATTEMPT to make me cry K! be nice la!

9:42 AM
alone* in the rain;