Tuesday, November 22, 2005
today's my first day of work....
guess why am i still awake at this time...cos i am still sending emails out at this time! aahah
long working hrs....and working environment and intense pressure plus a v low pay for the work tt i am doin.....honestly!
Hmm, shall not say abt the details to why i am doin this job...but i can only say tt if i haf a choice i wld do smth else instead...but as usual, i dun....
guess why???
haha, cannot be too obvious with the reason...but i can only say it's complicated...i really do not haf much choice.... I was sorta threaten...a psychological threat!
Well, it wld be no surrise tt many of u will not understand the reason... dun worry, u r normal... cos u r not cecilia xiao ya? hahah, but the reason is quite heartwrenching i must admit....at least to me... cos well, i am afterall someone who thinks more than others....
honestly, i am not at all happy tat exams haf ended.
Cos i haf to work, and it is not a job which i am happy wif...i dun wanna do this job, honestly!
I want to work in a hotel. I wanna do PR stuff, i wanna do service line.
But now i haf got to do everything under the sun!
Quit lor!!!
I can't! Cos it matters everything....it concerns my entire family wellbeing, not tt they rely on me but i wld be playing the role of a mediator.... cos...it's just a long story which has got to do wif what i noe, and wat my mum doesnt noe and i dun intend to tell her the truth. But, watever it is, i hope i will get adjusted quickly and get on wif life this way!
1:18 AM
alone* in the rain;
Sunday, November 20, 2005
bowling camp is super fun!!! aahaha
lame jokes!
if u see me, i will tell u more of the lame jokes....wat's ten + ten + ten+ ten???
hahahahahha i won amazing race!
12:29 PM
alone* in the rain;
Thursday, November 10, 2005
i believe everyone shd be studying rite now.... cos tmr is gp paper...altho i tink it's really tough, but i dunno how i shd handle this, cos i am just so devastated wif my maths and chem....
i am dead, think i mite fail, if not i mite do really badly.... dun think i will get As or Bs anymore...this is so disappointing!
well, but wat is more scary is tt 5 ppl tested HIV positive donated blood....
OMG so gross!!! i am so sick by wat they did can!!!
Plus, channel news asia announced tt of the 5, 2 are NS men, who donated blood in the mobile blood drive in pasir lebar camp! OMG, i am feeling scared now...cos i went there for national camp b4 leh..... oh man....so sick!!!!! stay away frm them....yucks!
They are young but gross, heard frm min tt they are gays....omg!
too bad, i got nothing to say abt A levels...cos it;s just simply beyond words! so hard
5:20 PM
alone* in the rain;
