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Sunday, October 02, 2005

Hmmm, dunno why but recently ppl say i more mature liao. I haf always been mature for my age k...eversince i was a toddler...hahaha:)

But the pt is tt perhaps i feel tt there are many more things in life to embrace than to feel sad abt or to qiang qiu. Like wat cat and yc always say, how come no guys like us....blah blah blah... ya ya ya, tt's rite. It's quite sad or pathetic to haf no one to woo u, to admire u etc... but i feel tt relationships cant be rushed... if it's urs it will come to u eventually, just like stairway to heaven whereby chengjun ge used the theory of the boomerang to show jingshu tt love will eventually return. It's the same for us in real life, if ur love is fated to come it will, no pt complaining and feeling upset tt u dun haf a guy in ur life...

So why am i not worried? Aiya, at most dun get married only mah...they dun want me then dun want me lor... i think ah, think only tt i haf my means to support myself, and spiritual fulfilment is more impt than physical fulfilment. And having frens beside u is more impt and more fulfilling than having a lover...i guess, maybe cos i can treat them like a luxury gd, not a necessity.hahah:)

i am crazy~ I want to be nun, no guys allowed ahahhaa...dun haf anymore sex drive...hohoho

10:42 AM
alone* in the rain;