cEciLia*

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Hmmm, went to clarice's blog just now and noe tt she is so deeply in love wif yy...hahha, gd gd, lovebirds must last wor! dun let others kan bian. But as far as i noe usually ppl dun kan hao de relationships last very long de! so dun worry, i always ask my gd fren when they breaking up but they are still tgt, since 3 yrs ago...so dun worry, it's a blessing in disguise! :)

Well, back to wat's been on my mind for the past 24 hrs...it's a reprimand from a fren...i hope he is one...or at least i regard him as one la...hmm, thanks for telling me tt words do hurt, esp when they come out fr my mouth...and to rectify the mistake, i did apologise to her and hope she seriously felt alrite alr...cos i nv knew tt my jokes can get overboard at times too... gomenasai ne!

Receiving praises is a great feeling...esp fr ppl whom u used to think hates u...hee, ok la, maybe it's cos i am too sensitive...but somehow i think alot of ppl misunderstand the kind of personality i haf, but so be it, cos i do not haf to pretend, i am myself! Well, yy said tt i am mature in my thinking...and wat i said enlightened him...hohoho...is tt considered a praise?! i took it as one cos...yy always suan me but eversince he's wif clarice he changed for the better...thanks clarice! eh, wat did i say tt make him think tt i am an 18 yr old? Well, i merely told him my perception of life....

let me ask u, if u were to die tonite, wld u be v frightened? well, for me i wldnt be, but i wld be really busy for the next 10 hrs..cos i wld call all my frens and relatives to say my last words... in fact i wld feel happy too, cos i think it's the time tt i smile and die, while they wld all cry for me, i think it's a honour to haf frens and families to weep for u, cos it means tt u r impt to them. Tt's why back to yc, if u had cried for a fren, it means tt u cry for her. Sometimes i wonder, how many of my frens wld cry for me when i die...these are the ppl who truly loves who i am, the cecilia tt wld always live in their mind forever! ahahha

1:45 PM
alone* in the rain;