Saturday, August 20, 2005
Happy birthday Xi Chuan! Ni Lao le!!! ahaha :) 18 mths old not very old la!
Hee, this week is full of ups and downs...but according to my horoscope i was suppose to go thru some controversy...but seems like...well...nvm
My new conclusion: Short Guys are better than tall guys! ahaha
I can back up my conclusion her k! Hmm, i think it's becos of my gd impression of shorter guys recently, like david, alex k, and haha kim too... bowlers if u r reading this pls stop laughing at me... There's a good and sound reason k, u see rite, shorter guys as compared to their taller counterparts are at a disadvantage cos of their height, so they wld usually be more sincere in treating their friends or females... I am saying the truth, dun u think tt shorter guys are more gentlemanly? i.e. they are more generous and receptible to ideas and comments....nicer too...ahah, unlike the taller ones who think tt they r damn tall so they can flirt ard, cheat lil' gals.... And as far as i noe, famous cosmetic surgeon Georgia Lee said tt his husband is shorter than her( she is 172cm), he may be short but in terms of confidence and sincerity, they scored 100 marks!!! wow!!! isnt tt a good empirical evidence? hahah! Plus, i realised tt tall guys take gals for granted...so far guys who r tall take advantage of gals...such as tt bloody hell Peter, and many more whom i cannot mention, plus, they r great flirts. Cos they think they r tall wat...so wat if u r tall, i am tall too!!! ahaha...ok, i am not saying tt i am flirt, but sorry tall guys, u r condemned by me this wk!
What i did this Week:
MOnday i went bowling, it has been 3 mths since i last bowled... erm, somehow i lost abit of touch tho....like the hand dunno how to hook....it looks like i am spinning soon...haha, but it was really fun, and louis is damn pro!!! he beat me for a game...damn, this is no gd..haha but i still scored a high game of 198...seems like i can't break 200 leh...how?...i think i better work harder, cannot lose out sia. Plus MJ was trg there, stressed lor...eh, but sadly i really wanted to see avinesh, but he nv go for trg...so sad....He;s another short guy who i admire too...talking abt avinesh, erm, it makes me think of Shuji....he is so so so cute....but then i regret telling Elke abt this....she made fun of me la. Ytd, she walked past me and shouted shuji, and i turned ard, only to see her laughing at me....damn it! Xi chuan's bday was fun...but somehow i think hardly any of us had the Xin qing to play, i guessed it cos of prelims drawing near...and everyone's really stressed out...it's quite sad tho....i wld love to play, but somehow everyone's burden wif smth....everyone's tired....so sad ;( But i really do hope XC feels happy abt this bday arrangement tt we had for him, it's quite last minute, but it's really the tot tt counts honestly...hahha
As for my embarassment, i think it's worth it....cos we all had fun at fish&co, laughed till we had cramps and i almost leaked....oops..haha, sound disgusting, but it's true...and i puke 3 times, see how bad we laughed? they were basically laughing at me....ok, ME who sacrificed myself for all this laughter k! erm basically, it's all started wif me bioing a cute waiter....his name is kim, a nice person wif a bubbly persona...v friendly guy... eh, then they(XC, ED, SX, Mich, SH) dared me to ask him over and i did...so liddat lor....and then, he came...and they all started laughing....since then i think he realised tt i was looking at him and all tt..so i am not at all spared frm all the embarassment...plus they were laughing so loudly....oh my gosh! it;s like....so erm....i dunno how to describe the feeling, and stupid bigmouth SH went to tell kim tt i like him. Oh holy cow, it's not the way to do it u noe....and guess wat he said...he is attached!!!! ok, it's like...erm, i nv even tot of it tt way...oh my, why do guys think tt if a gal likes him means tt she wanna be wif him??? So dotz....to me...if i like someone it is DEFINITELY not tt i wanna to be wif him...oh man! it's a misunderstanding but then again i still think tt kim's a nice guy, if i were to eat fish&co again i wld go to the changi airport outlet...haha, cos aft all u pay for service tax, it wld be more worth it if the waiter is cuter and friendlier rite???hahaha :) That's the end of my embarassement...not telling u guys more k! ahaha, too paiseh alr!
6:08 PM
alone* in the rain;
Sunday, August 07, 2005
just went for Mrs mao's farewell party last wk, hmm, Alien mao is retiring, i think she is cute... as in the way, hmm, adorable cos can u imagine she is so creative tt she calls herself alien mao when describing the geograpy terms...she is so so cute! like her mane too, very curly and thick! how i wish i haf half of her volume...hoho
wat i like most abt the party is tt it reminds me alot abt the past, the past 4 yrs of red cross...and to me, it's a v memorable time, somehow i believe, to many including myself...tt when u r experiencing hardships, u will tend to dread it, but when u look back, u will find tt those times were really memorable! To me, RC was the bulk of my sec sch life, forming at least 80% of my memories;)
when i was in Sec1, i was a crybaby...really, i cried almost every session, hahah, i am like a water tap, the deepest impression was seow yee ma'am, lishan ma'am, huimin ma'am and hwee yi ma'am. They haf formed my group of idols...wonder if u haf ever admired ur seniors, to me i did, tt's cos they are pretty, intelligent and haf great character! to me, they are great ppl! i love them most! In sec2, course formed my core, becos of HNS, i think i missed out alot on studies, alot on my class...but i think it;s all worth it! cos it's becos of HNS tt built my character today, to me, missing out on smth isnt the end of the world...eventho i was really depressed abt the failure to achieve wat i wanted, i held on to the belief till today tt it's not tt i am not gd, but it's bcos there are others out there who r better :) if u understand tt, u will soon realise tt even if u fail to achieve smth, it's mite not be due to ur imperfection, but due to others' excellence.
So to all my frens, believe and haf faith in wat u haf, it really doesnt matter if u r the leader or the follower, cos at the end of the day, it's wat u believe in tt holds true in ur life, Dream it Live it!
In sec3...it's my yr of play and accelerated growth, i think i am the prettiest in sec3...hhaha..tt's my prime k!felt really proud of myself, cos my phot was on the ndp mag...wohahah, so was my msg, i wonder if i still kept those mags, shd haf rite? so 50 yrs down the road i can show my grandchildren how wonderful and beautiful their grandmama was!!!!
Sec4 was the yr of friendship, my friendship wif sinnee nv dimished, and at the same time, i gained alot of other friendships from mich, ryl, lisa, pris and many more...those were the times when i spent talking to mich on bus psychoing her abt my suggestions, bitching wif lisa non-stop abt the sec2s...ahahha....i was a B****!!! ahha, so proud to be one too :)
But in fact, the best of all isnt just all these, it's actually all the experiences, all tt i haf learnt over the yrs, all the rights and wrongs, i believe, i haf also held on this belief--- Cecilia, if u Dream it, Live it! To my frens, when u r down, dun despair, it's ok to tear, it's alrite to feel depress, but u must always rmb to get up aft ur fall, cos u r the only one who holds on to ur Belief, treasure it!
11:47 PM
alone* in the rain;
