cEciLia*

Saturday, July 23, 2005

honestly, i have nothing much to share...dun like to talk abt my personal life, neither do i have much feelings abt anyone...so i shall just talk abt wat happened recently, i just met up many frens recently, tt includes my sec sch frens...anne, kaiwei, cheryl wong, tab, reena, jasin and cheryl wee...erm..it's been a really long time, i think everyone has changed, including myself...no longer as active as b4...no longer as talkative, but somehow, it;s an occasion tt requires me to talk and so i did...i love talking...and there;s the need to converse, or it wld be really boring.

just to mention smth in sch recently...my neighbour was just asking me, am i going to not talk to him anymore??? Hmm..honestly i have nv ask myself tt...cos i nv even tot of not talking to him neither wld i take the initiative to talk to him..somehow, i think the friendship is gone, or perhaps it hibernating...but i seriously think tt he's just cannot make it..i mean, the signals tt he has given me is..stop and dun come near me, cos i dun want any distractions, so be it. I feel less demanded to do smth for someone...there;s less commitment in this friendship. afterall, he's a loner, and i nv disagree with it! Pathetic

7:37 PM
alone* in the rain;