cEciLia*

Friday, April 01, 2005

Let me tell all of u this k, hmm, if u ever find urself waking up in the middle of the nite to pee a fews time everynite...it's time u check out ur bladder with the doc...i am telling u the truthk, dun wait till it;s too late...

jialat la... i think Mr Ang is a terrible lecturer...cannot make it man...wah....i tak boleh tahan him liao...aiyo....i thinki goin to LT2 the next maths lecture...cannot stand him anymore...can someone pls pls teach me how to do discrete random sia...i think i am actually quite cut out for statistics de...but then hor....aiya...i cannot make it liao...becos of tt stupid discrete random...haiz...i sad liao la...and if he continues to teach us man...aiyo...totally CMI sia

ok, lemme tell u how childish the JC2s can get sia...haiz...this kind of thing...only pri sch kids are capable of de lor...kaoz...too much lor, but quite fun to watch show la..hahah..,stupid ppl la...cannot make it also..why cant they just be nice to each other and not be so childish...hahah... why dont they just be more mature and think abt the more impt things ne??? terrible..i am goin to leave my ass out of all this shit lar...i dunno them man!

Well, hee hee..guess wat, i passed my march progress report...not bad lar...considered quite an achievement for me...cos i really tot i wld fail lor...haiz...my maths cmi...my GP also almost failed...jialat...to think tt i came from SCGS...terrible sia...i dui bu qi scgs ne...

Ok, time to make confessions k, hmm...just on wed, i big mouth and busybody go and tell michael abt 2 of my teammates...and then aft tt i so honest to tell hem abt it....hahahahh...:) dun u think i am such a honest friend???hahah, haf faith in me man...not tt i cant keep secrets, but if it;s smth worthy of speaking and being proud of, why not ne???hahah, jiayou k, i haf confidence in the 2 of them...hahahahha...can de la...must be tgt k....must jiayou...tj bowling kao the both of u le

Hmmm, actually rite..i think i am the haf smth to say de la...honestly rite...i think sometimes relationships can kill... like somebody, whom i am not goin to mention...seriously rite...as a fren, i really think tt if u r goin to be affected terribly by smth, do not succumb urself to such a temptation. i wont...at least not at this moment, but sometimes, i think it is just a passing mode ba le...haiz...bu ting cecilia yan..is ur greatest loss in the universe sia..

i think my blog very de not interesting...sometimes i think i am succumbing back to living for others...becos even blogging is not exactly smth tt i wld do frequently...just tt got ppl ask me to blog and update...so i do so lor...but honestly rite...i dun haf a fetish for writing...wat i believe in is to write how i feel when i haf the "feel", not when others want to read them...terrible sia...but still, this is the true cecilia...meanwhile, wish me luck in my tests next wk and the wk aft....

lastly, wld like to wish all a very happy april's fool...hope i do get tricked...but even if someone comes to me and say tt i haf a crush on u tmr...i will be happy too...cos at least i haf a value in others' lives tt i stand a placing in their hearts...hahah
Welcome back my dear frens...see ya all at o nite tmr!

2:00 PM
alone* in the rain;