cEciLia*

Friday, November 26, 2004

hmmm, decided to start a blog after reaching mei qin's..hahah
well, this is my first blog and hopefully not the last entry...hahaha
Hmm, nothing much happened today, but i am quite occupied the whole day though.
let me see, wat did i do? i woke up real lat...1.30pm, ate my breakfast and lunch together and lend my brother my ezilink card which has bus concession..hahah, oops...it's illegal rite...but heck lar
And i received a call frm my uncle...again...it's the 9th time he called this week...i'm starting to have a phobia now... actually, he's just trying to help me wif some stuffs...but aiya..his voice not sexy or man enuff..so doesnt make me wanna hear more lor...

Oh well, i've always thot tt blog is quite stupid and redundant...and it's too attention seeking..as if u haf no frens la...but hhaha, i think it seems quite fun and cool to write one tho...hahha
now tt i've join to be a blogger, i think i haf to think positively of blogs.

I just watched Bridget Jones' Diary yesterday....with He Qian and Aiting...and i am really jealous of Jones k...she's so lucky to haf 2 guys fighting for her, even tho she's 'slightly fat'..Hahah, just like me...ok, i maybe fatter than her, but u noe wat.. i got the same bday as her k! hahahah, so honoured. Next, my bro said tt i looked thinner than Renee, hahha, i am so happy...hahah, but still my luck isnt as good as her lor...
but i think there's still time u see...hmmm, way to go cecilia!
And i think Hugh Grant is so...mama mia! omg, he's like such an appealing guy! he's man and suave!hahahah, hope to meet someone like tt one day!

And i think i am in love again..hmmm, this time round, i am so in love wif mayday's Guan You(yan ming)! He's so damn it cute and funny sia! OMG he's like the most corny person...i mean artiste i've met, it's like he's so super metrosexual, he straightens his hair b4 he sleeps and when he wakes up, he applies aromatic oils on various parts of his body after bathing... he walks around in undergarments back in the hotel room...ahhaha he's so super cute...and when he accidentally spilled his food on his pants, the other bandmates were eating from his groin...hahah, and he stood up and felt in between his legs saying, "leng leng de" (cold cold one).hahahaah omg, he's so damn cute can! and to think tt he qian said, if we were to write a book abt cecilia's crushes, it would be a dictionary thick! hahahah, it think that's a good way of phrasing it lor..haha, well, cannot help it la, i just like to looks at guys...hahah, think abt how funny they can get at times...hee...and sometimes i pity guys whom i might haf crush on, so sad k...cos i still like many others at the same time. But i might emphasize, i only like Masha and Weijun seriously k....hahah, oops, but they are just too hard to reach!

Guys guys guys, i love guys, i think i haf gone mad...and i love calling them names, like "pong pong tree" whom just finish his As...hope he does well, and many others too...arrgh..can remember all, but just to name some la. Hmm, and to think tt i spent 4 yrs in scgs...and turn out to be a buaya gal...tt's quite sad...but honestly, i dun think i am just buaya or bimbo and nothing else k...i am quite nice at times...hahah, when i dun irritate pple, when i am in gd mood, then i will still talk abt guys, when i am in a party mood, i would be very high...and fun! ahahha, but mostly, pple think tt i am loud, well, true to some extent but they got to noe me better to noe me well, cos i am really quite shy u see...hahhaa

I must also express my love for bowling...dunno why, perhaps my butt reminds me of 2 bowling balls...hahaha, how i wish my boobs are half its size...then i can forget abt implants..hee =) I may sound quite crude..but well, in a funny sense k...cos i am quite conservative when it comes to the real thing, i think its very hard for a gal to ask a guy out, and i only did tt once in my lifetime...hahahah sucessfully la....i mean..u noe the date kind?! haha, not bowling trainings or watsoever crap...cos sometimes, i may just haf the urge to call a very close guy fren out for crap sake...but pls dun get the wrong idea....it's purely platonic....read the chi news today, heard tt Jay was encouraging guys to woo Jolin...cos they are not together mah, how i wish there's a fren like jay who wld do tt for me...hahha, and to remind yee chien, jay wants 4 to 5 kids, u must give birth if u wanna marry him lor! hahaha, so funny.

And talking abt love life and so on...i think my is yet colourful but boring...cos the colourful part is tt i haf lotsa of stupid rumours...ranging from "toot" to my dearie husbands whom i recently divorced.hhaha, but they are all not true k... i love to joke wif frens as long as they love it too...hahahha, the boring part is..the real guy hasnt appeared yet, hmm, i mentioned Guan You, masha and Weijun just now...but they are all hard to reach, so i am really looking forward to a real guy..hmm, actually i dun haf very high expectations la... he just got to be taller than me... and has a great smile...and okay looks will do! hahah, most importantly i must be able to sayang him and he loves me too...hahah, must accomodate my nonsense at time too..so whoever who thinks tt u fit this category, and is currently single or intending to breakup soon and is interested in this funny, laughy, naughty, tall(1.7m) adn "slightly fat" just like renee zellwedgner, i hope i spelt it correctly. pls send me a msg k....hahahah

As for emotions..i dun usually feel sad...cos i always psycho myself to think abt guys...which doesn't make me feel sad other than to think tt my list is empty..hahah, a bit disappointing tho..but still, i think they are extremely interesting creatures! I felt there's an urge for me to really study hard sometimes...for my sake...and for world peace too...hahah, hopefully i can be miss world, so i can go "world peace" ahahhaahhah, wait long long k! And abt ambitions....i haf a long list k. Wanted to be a doc, but now, no no k...and to be a nurse...forget la...hahah, but i think its still a gd idea to be a nurse and marry a doc next time...hahahah, docs...i am coming..hahah, jkjk only la! or else everyone who wanna be a doc wld think thrice again..hahah, abt doc, i've got this bro, who is a surgeon, very capable...and nice person...i miss him lots...hope he's doing fine in his work and lovelife...and when he gets married...hope he invites me, hahahah! fat hope la! Hmm, but for now...i am thinking of venturing into business...maybe food industry or fashion..i just love them, cooking and fashion...cos i am training to be an image consultant on my friends now...but i still rely alot on my best fren Lishan....cos she's really cool and updated in Fashion k..and also Jade, who is extremely confident, woah! I envy her so much! For now, i think i just haf to be practical la, maybe i will do PR related stuff cos i am the PR officer in the bowling team, they saboed me...hahah

I must declare my love for the following ppl:

my mommy---who thinks tt she is suffering from depression
my didi---forever very nice but very irritating at times
my kor kok---u r getting more shuai but i miss ur hair....u haf a really round head k!
my dad---care for us la...will u pls?
my grandmama---tho i noe i am not very fillial to u...but i really think u r very poor thing....
Lishan---u r the best fren tt i can ever wish for
Xiaotian---u r the next best fren tt i can ever wish for...dun be jealous k
Jadie---miss those days in pri sch...i think u r a very great fren...and intelligent too
James---u might haf forgotten me but i haven't forgotten u!
Masha---u ranked the first in my heart always...if i ever see you, i wld yi sheng xiang xu
Guan You aka Yan MIng---u r so cute and funny...hope to meet someone like u soon!
Jasin---u r so understanding and u noe me so thorough and well
Anne---u r forever so nice and encouraging...but u gotta take care of urself k!
Sinnee---my 3rd best fren...my best fren ever in scgs, gd luck in love with eric!
Aiting---u are so skinny....eat more...dun be too wild k!
Meiqin---dun always so sad sad k?! ahah, wat's wrong?wat happened? here i am to disturb!
Yeechien---time to grow up....ur voice and ur ideology...hahah, hope u employ me as ur image consultant k!
Reena---u r a pig!
Kit Lu---stay blur
Vicki---glad to haf made a fren like u, u really reminds me of scgs
Sarah---i love pink too!
Mi-ke---sorry to keep u waiting for my blog...hahah u r so stone!
Shixuan---grow taller la!
Xichuan---u r very qiang! i love u always....hahaha, ur ex-wife
Eddie---thanks for so many things, bowling...testi, the short marriage and ur accomodating behaviour to their and my nonsense, gd luck in getting into OAC!
Greg---spastic! but won't forget this best captain ever!
Huimin---thank you for showing me concern all this while, i do appreciate it!
Shan Bing and Yiling---won't forget ur friendship always no matter wat happened
Janice---nice knowing u thru council, the only happy thing lar!
Zirui---u r great gal u noe!
Royston---u look like an ant! hahahah
Chirag---i like ur sweet tongue!=) but u re absurd at times too
Pong Pong tree---u noe la...hope u will keep the bball as a momento
Mr TOny tan---u r the cutest and nicest teacher ever!
Mr Veera---sorry i forgot ur full name, but i do like u, but too bad u r married..hahah
Heeraj---u r the coolest fren i haf met, so hairy and nice to this self-proclaimed mistress
Daniel Wu---i wld melt when i see him...my idea lover!
He qian---forever so nice and accomodating....hhah, ur mentos!
Dr Ash---just discovered tt he's XC's family doctor, ooh..i miss his so much!

i shall just name 39 pple for now k! hahah, way to go! love ya all out there but play safesex k! beware of AIDS!

5:01 PM
alone* in the rain;